Nadia: "I have a mad sister."
Me: "And it's not even in the cool way. How boring."
I just thought you guys wouldn't mind if I wrote my problems here because I'm to ashamed to tell people I know. I think you're real and I think you'll understand.
Yesterday while I was getting my passport, I felt really weird-unusual-I don't know and I just broke out in a cold sweat, my hands felt as cold as ice and I thought I was going to be sick. I was having trouble breathing, but I didn't make a scene. (I don't want people thinking I'm crazy).
I realized after a few hours that I had a nervous breakdown.
I've always gotten nervous over small exams-tests-crowds-cars-hurting people- things but yesterday was - there was nothing to get nervous about. I've always hated how quiet, insecure, awkward and pathetic I am.
I'm not sitting around thinking how sad this is or about myself, I'm getting up and doing things that (used to) make me happy.
Me: "And it's not even in the cool way. How boring."
I just thought you guys wouldn't mind if I wrote my problems here because I'm to ashamed to tell people I know. I think you're real and I think you'll understand.
Yesterday while I was getting my passport, I felt really weird-unusual-I don't know and I just broke out in a cold sweat, my hands felt as cold as ice and I thought I was going to be sick. I was having trouble breathing, but I didn't make a scene. (I don't want people thinking I'm crazy).
I realized after a few hours that I had a nervous breakdown.
I've always gotten nervous over small exams-tests-crowds-cars-hurting people- things but yesterday was - there was nothing to get nervous about. I've always hated how quiet, insecure, awkward and pathetic I am.
I'm not sitting around thinking how sad this is or about myself, I'm getting up and doing things that (used to) make me happy.
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just know that im always here when you need to talk. i love you
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