Photo day.

Urg.

Today was our school photos. I did not enjoy that. And *'Boy That Has Issues and Doesn't Know What To Do With Himself' stood behind me and put his hand on my shoulder.

Im so glad Fatima's got the temper.

I found a Liverpool key-ring. Im gonna give it to Fatima. I hope she likes it.

The friendships that died before you even knew.

I haven't talked to you in a long time. I haven't even said a word - not even a sound to you. Would you be surprised if I said I actually missed you, even when you forgot about me?

If you saw me, anyone of you, and if you walked up to me. The only thing I would say is Hi. And smile, because you'd secretly get your own conversation out of that.

And then you'd walk away.

Im your saviour. Let me be your saviour.

"It's okay. I know First Aid! Can I touch help you?"

I just passed my three day First Aid course. I thought I was gonna fail the exam. And they gave me a little bag.

xoxo.

Award! Award! Free awards!

I feel super cool now. Lisa from Snuggle Buggle Rock Mom gave the Rock Star Blogger Award! And now Im allowed to pass it on. To anybody! And then YOU'RE allowed to pass it on! To anybody!

I got really excited.

So. Here are the blogs I have chosen to give this award to: (because, these people give me a reason to go on the web, a reason to dream and a reason to forget.)

• Just Listen 

• A Beautiful Controversy

• I Wrote This For You

• ...sketching in words 

• Choco Mumbo Jumbo

• Pictor Quod Scriptor

• Snuggle Buggle Rock Mom

xoxo.

I'm just a girl still learning how to fall.

This is normal. This is me.

I know that you might not think Im pretty or that my eyes are too big, or that my cheeks are too red. Or that Im not as thin. But at least I try. Im not those girls that just have to stand there and will get your eyes going. When I can't change the things God gave me, I try to show you the things I have. The things that are beautiful. Things you don't notice. Every time.

I love how small children don't understand.

My neighbors little 5 year old boy said :

"On Friday I must wear red to school. And I must bring a R5. And I must bring a rose AND give it to a girl or a boy."

xoxo.

I get happy when I make people happy.

When you make somebody happy, when you try, you will never know what their reaction will be until you see them.

And when you smiled. I smiled. Because you were happy.

You know, that day every ones supposed to be in love? Thought so.

"Try not to savagely assault happy couples this Valentine's Day."

Valentines Day. Hmm, I wonder why Im not as excited as I was when I was 10. 

Maybe 'cause my dad was the best Valentine ever :)

People say, on the V day, that you should celebrate Valentines everyday. (If you're a couple and whatnot.) They say it all the time. Every year. And no one EVER celebrates V day everyday, but they still say it.

Im tired of red roses. I always wanted yellow or blue or purple. I don't mind white. And the red clothes (i think) are getting old. 

xoxo.

Sometimes I like to feel cared. Even in small amounts.

"What's that? Oh yeah. Its the sound of no one caring."


I just woke up to a voice shouting in my ear. Literally. I just woke up from the time I got home from school. Thats 5 hours ago. I woke up to an empty house. Do you know how I feel now?

Actually. You don't 'cause you weren't left at home, waking up and hearing that stupid sound called silence.

xoxo.

I have abilities that happen to be invisible.

When you said people underestimate my knowledge or power or anything that has to do with me. I kinda knew. But I chose to ignore it.

Because if I let people see my other side. It wouldn't be mine anymore. It wouldn't be my secret. And if people knew. They'd expect things I don't usually offer now.

So that's why, I choose to ignore the petty feelings inside me and live happily like I do now.

But you'll always know.