Oh, look at that. I did it. I'm sorry I'm such a lazy person. Will post soon <333

Happy Ramadan everyone.

I want you to love me like you love her.

Don't stop doing what makes you happy, your scars shine brighter than the stars in your eyes. Lies take from you when you have nothing to give, smile a little this month. Please.

Tired.

Don't worry, I'm not dead. Just have a fever, and I've been passed out in bed from the overload of meds. I'll put something exciting in a few days. Oh, and one more thing......I STILL CANNOT SEND ASKS ON TUMBLR, WHAT THE HELL BRO.

xx.

I feel...it's better to be dead.

WHAT THE HELL.

I haven't been gone that long and blogger changed so much. Srsly. WHAT THE HELL. Dashboard, stop hiding.

How are you?


I'm fine.


How do I break that habit? No one will know how I really feel and I'm so tired of all the lies.

Don't you know the world shines every time you smile?

I need to do thissssss.

I want to hand write a letter to someone overseas. The last time I wrote a letter was in 2002 on Valentines day at school, but we sent them to houses in the area. Arg. Make this come true. :3

I will beat you.

Tonight I'm going to shoot zombies and laugh manically while I do it. I do sound like a crazy person.../puts on sunglasses and nods like a boss/ that's how I roll.

I don't want to be scared of the monsters anymore.

I wish the feeling in my chest will go away. The feeling like you're about to cry but you're keeping it in as long as you can. It's a constant reminder of my imaginary fears. The inner workings of the mind keep me down, tied to the dark dark night because there is no air for light and monsters seem to steal everything bright. Sometimes everything doesn't seem worth it when I'm cringing at the slightest sound or when I'm sitting in the silence of the car. It doesn't seem worth it.

My name is Thania.

and I like to rp.

Kid meets world header image.

Check out those mad skills. Yeah, I did that. Pffft~ Hope everyone has a lovely day.

Why does two days feel so long? Or was it 3? Come back already! I want to hug you and kiss you and tell you warm fluffy things and you can laugh at my silliness..(that's so not happening even if you wished on a shooting star :c) 

Your words are fighting a losing battle. Don't even talk about your thoughts, they've lost a long time ago.

God, you just have no friends.

Another thing before this day ends. I'm really sorry if I'm acting weirdly in the last few posts - it's just because this side of me has never...come out. I don't know how to explain it - I've always posted...depressing stuff (my stories/poems suck so bad that it makes me want to shoot myself in the foot) and the happy fun stuff was invisible :|

Anyway, goodnight. Don't party too hard baby.

Regrets are a waste of time. They're there only to cripple you in the future.

"I always thought I was a computer whiz."

I really thought I was. I was better than all the other kids in primary school (I brag about some things because I didn't have stuff to brag about it then... I'm such a loser). I knew all the tricks and short cuts and every tiny cranny. I thought I was a beast. SO COOL. But nowadays I'm always on the web. And I realized that the web is a different place. I need help with it a lot and that makes me sad.

That's all.

Out and about.

Yesterday was the sweetest day of the whole week. I went out with my girlfriend - yeah, not like that. She's my bestie. Not my girlfriend. yeah....- to the mall (Waterfront, close to the seaside) and it was so much fun. I was hoping we could've watched a movie but we didn't have enough time because someone was hogging my friend..(Brick, leave her alone. Sheesh) So we didn't. But she showed me this new gaming shop...

It was like heaven. My eyes were glued to each game. Gawd. Best moment ever. OH. There was a Tomb Raider model figure there. Human sized. I can't believe I didn't take a picture

For all of you guys out there, I am a gamer.

That's all. Hope you have a lovely Sunday.

PS: I have been thinking about making the video's. I haven't gotten any responses..(I knew it all along) but I still think it'll be fun. Also, I have realized the things I have posted on here are stories/poems etc, and making videos will be about..life and me (ewwwwwww). I think I've chased you away...I'll leave now.