Today.

Today I painted bathroom walls at Marsh Memorial (social action group/charity service) and it was so bad that we have to come back and paint the floors.

Today my best friend Fzed gave me a (bracelet/band thing) for no reason and I love it and it makes me want to show everyone whom this amazing person is.

Today I watched Moulin Rouge. It brought back cold-nights-and-hot-milo-cape-town-nights memories. 

"We're creatures from the underworld. We can't afford to love."

"I make no apologies for how i chose to repair what you broke."

I like that whenever my dad picks up the home phone when it's ringing, he scares the person on the other line. Don't ever stop being silly.

"I hate when people make jokes about cutting, suicide or eating disorders because you don't know what the people around you are going through. It hurts."

Finally.

So, I've always been making blogs and deleting them the next 'cause I... Just do. But a few weeks ago I made a tumblr blog:

あなた。私。との間。

And I just wanted to share it with you, because you were the first of my beginnings. 

I'm short. I like wearing navy blue and green and black colors. I spend all my money on books and shoes and birthday gifts. I don't start conversations because I'm scared people wouldn't want to start them with me. I'm loud with people I do know and quiet with people I don't. I'm scared of heights and abnormally large dogs. I like to smile. I act as the granny in my group of friends. I'm incredibly awkward and negative but I do believe. I laugh until my stomach hurts. I don't want to stop being me, even with all my flaws that bring me down. I don't want you give up on being me.