I don't know how I'm supposed to feel.

It is now 22:33. One more hour and twenty-seven minutes till I turn 17.

Hope you lovelies had an awesome day.

What appears to be the end may really be a new beginning.

"YOSH!" Something Rock Lee would have said at a time like this.

It's a new year and new beginnings. I want, and for everyone that is reading this too, to start this year with as little problems, less angry-frightening-I'm am going to kick your ass- moments and more positive and happy days (even though it, me, you could be quite annoying during these moments).

Whaddya' say?

Cheers.

PS: I might be mentioning or not be mentioning it buuuut 5 more days it might be my birthday.

A day feeling like a beauty queen.

3 March 2010.

Happy Birthday Mama. Im glad that you didn't cry in front of me and that I remembered to put Fatima's name in the card.

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4 March 2010

My sister needed my help today. I had to be her client. She had to put make-up on for me and red nail polish. 5 o clock in the morning.

It felt like a mask.

I was nervous for her because it would be my fault if she failed. I didn't want that to happen. I had to go to the bathroom 3 times.

I hope she passed.

xoxo.

Jacob Black's Birthday!

"Dear Jacob. Bella is an idiot. Love me instead??"


I found some news. Jacob Black birthday in Twilight series (obviously) is two days after mine! The 14th of Jan.

Im just saying.

xoxo.

I like this feeling.

"This is the look of a surprised person... covering her face from the camera as the tears roll down her eyes... happy tears." - Nadia.

She can be sweet when she wants to.

xoxo.

Something Amazing.

"I love you so much. I love that you think about these things. I love that you planned all this. I love that you made me feel so happy that I cried. For me. Thank you. All of you."

Wow.

Oh my.

Holy cow! (Thats a first.)

You would never believe what happened... to me(!)

Okay okay, let me tell you from the start. I posted a few days ago (Tuesday) that it was my (16th) birthday. Yeah. It was really boring 'cause school started the Wednesday (not for me but I'll get to that topic later) and my friends couldn't stay long. Psh. Whatever. So anyhow, I went with my friend to a barbeque/braai for the rest of the day. Her sister just started High school, I was super excited for her.

I ended up by her house and I said something random like "lets put some make up on?" and we did. She said why don't we go to my house and take pictures (I just got a cool camera) but I was like "my sisters there... and she'll also want to take pictures... that is no fun." But we ended up going and then I saw a lot of cars in our driveway and I said "Im so not gonna take pictures with all these people here."

We got out of the car and it was really weird 'cause it was dark (Its the night, its suppose to be dark. Duh. But it was a really... forced dark. I dunno.) Anyway, Im just about to head inside when I see all my friends and family and hear a big "Surprise!", following a "Happy Birthday" song afterwards.

I was in tears. And Im wearing this stupid make up. Come on! I don't even wear make up and now there's evidence on the damn camera. Dammit. There was balloons... and food... and my friends.

They told me they started planning this two months ago. I cried again.

I love them. A lot. All of them.

xoxo.

Im a grown women... Lol, no Im not.

"Today's the anniversary of you being expelled from your mother's uterus."


Todays the day I turn an age every teenager would like to party, drink, have boyfriends, drive and more party. (Seriously, Im just picking this up from the corner of my mind.)

Happy 16 Birthday to me. Haha.

xoxo.